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8.02.2017
Summer Hiatus Update
Greetings to all of you, my beloved readers! I hope that you have been enjoying an incredible summer full of hard work, rest, relaxation, and preparation for a fantastic 2017-2018 season. It has been very odd for me to take so much time off from writing these past few months. But it was absolutely necessary for me to take a few things off of my plate to make space for my extremely challenging schedule. July was quite murderous for me with daily commutes stretching as long as 9 hours (thanks to summer traffic heading into NYC), weekly teaching schedules including 12+ classes, weekly podcasts, and preparations for our move to NYC. I'm aware that I have been running a very fine line between setting up my work life for our move and burning out on my tedious travel schedule. In good news, I feel like I have finally gotten over the hump of summer insanity, so I want to offer you a very brief update before I go back into blog-hiding again for a little bit.
First and most exciting, my Danya and I have officially given our 60 days notice that we will not be renewing our lease in Philadelphia. After 19 months of super-commuting to see if transitioning my career to New York City would be a good fit, it became so overwhelmingly clear that we are 100% sure that this is the right thing to do. I have spent most of the summer teaching regularly at Steps on Broadway and Broadway Dance Center, but have also spent a lot of time teaching my kids up at Greenwich Ballet Academy in Connecticut and Port Chester, New York. I have also begun developing the 2nd year of what I hope to be a 4-year contemporary dance training syllabus for pre-professional ballet dancers. Beyond this, I have gained employment one evening a week with another school in New Jersey this coming fall. While I still have room for additional choreography, teaching, speaking, consulting, and private lessons, I will have my first set of stable work and income since I began freelancing back in 2011. I bet you can hear the great sigh of relief that I just let out having put this down in writing to share with you.
The second piece of news I have could be seen as good or bad news, depending on how you view it. Part of the reason I needed to take a break from writing on LoFD was because I had severe writer's block that I had never experienced in the 5 years of continuously developing content for all of you to read here. I couldn't figure out why I didn't want to write, aside from assuming it was a symptom of my overwhelming travel and work schedule. When I finally gave myself permission to take some time away from here, my initial reaction was that I was done with blogging. But as I continued to rest my mind and repair my thought process, I came to realize that I am having such difficulty coming up with new material because I have evolved into a new stage of my career. While I will always have the heart of a freelancer and likely continue to work as a freelance dance educator, choreographer, speaker, and who knows what new additions I will add, I have not had any new experiences as a performing freelance artist in quite some time. Most of what I've written on here in the past two years has involved recollections and memories I had during my tenure traveling the country from company to company. This combined with the fact that blocking online bots from spamming my blog also stopped major search engines from offering my writing to the general public (I went from 250-1000 daily views to 20-50). I couldn't figure out why I should continue writing on here, especially with the tedious process of starting from scratch to regain the former visibility my blog had retained. Having some time to think, I realized that I still love to write and want to continue sharing valuable information and intriguing personal and second-hand experiences of dance artists publicly.
Taking all of this into consideration, I determined that if I was going to start over building my blog's audience, I was going to do it in a way that is now relevant to the career-style that I am living and breathing. For this reason, I have decided that I am going to stop writing for LoFD, archive all of my valuable posts for readers here and in the form of an E-Book, and launch a new blog this fall about the life of dance educator, coach, choreographer, speaker, and whatever else comes my way. I am hoping to cover all relevant topics for the stage of a dance career that happens once a performing artist takes their final curtain call. I am not quite sure the title of this venture or when it will launch. But it will likely happen soon thereafter my husband and I transition our lives 90 miles north to New York City. So, be sure to stay tuned on here for a major announcement that will likely happen somewhere during the time period of October or November.
Lastly, I just want to take a moment to thank all of you for being so understanding as I figure out what is happening in my life and how I can continue to provide the best content for my family, friends, colleagues, and readers. I hope you will continue to join me on this fascinating journey that has been my dance career.
(And, if you want to catch up on any of my former posts, click here for a general archive of content)
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6.13.2017
Summer Break
A
month ago, a close friend since my time at the School of American
Ballet suggested the idea that I begin to slow down my work here on Life
of a Freelance Dancer. When the words left his lips, I nodded my head
as I listened. But I was hardly in agreement as my nod may have
suggested. My initial reaction was to internally scoff at the idea. But
the seed had been planted and the timing ironic. Something is wrong with
my blog and it all started about a year ago. Online bots and crawlers
flooded my pages with thousands of views a day, essentially erasing all
data I was using to judge what content was relevant and wanted versus
personal and unhelpful. When this happened, I used a certain line of
code in an attempt to interrupt these false views. It took nearly four
months for my data to normalize. But in the process, I forgot that I had
input that code. Then, a glaring and shocking reminder struck me about a
month ago. Google stopped referring all traffic to Life of a Freelance
Dancer (which is the job of a few of the crawlers that weren't spamming me), bringing
viewership down to numbers I haven't seen since the first months of
posting on here. Timing is everything, and with my friend's suggestion,
an overwhelming summer schedule, and my first bout of crippling writer's
block setting in, I began to struggle with my purpose in continuing to write beyond my vast plethora of 190 posts.
Fast
forward to this week. As I have mentioned on here before, I try to see a
counselor (as I think everybody, especially in this crazy dance world,
should) a few times a month to help me assess, manage, and live my best
life. This week's solo session seemed pretty run of the mill. I had
rehearsal for my new work with CelloPointe at New York Theatre Ballet
until 2 pm, dashed to the Bolt Bus, and made it home just in time to
stop by the gym before my appointment. I know this sounds abnormal, but
abnormal has become my new normal. I walked into my appointment
prepared to discuss a few things. One being a lack of
motivation, which strongly included writing content on
here. We had discussed slowing down my posting here the week prior and I
was struggling with the idea. As we explored my reluctance to
essentially "put the pen down" for the summer, I was caught extremely
off-guard when I found myself in tears.
I
have been through a lot since the inception of this blog. I began
writing it depressed, scared, and injured at my first gig as a full-time
freelancer after suffering one of the greatest traumas of my life. I've
shared my story on here, I've documented my growth, I've shown my highs
and lows, and I have expressed the deepest parts of my self and career
for the world to read from the privacy of their own computers. This blog
has changed my life. But more than anything, living the life of a
freelance dancer, this journal has been the the only reliable, constant
in my life since April of 2012 (other than my husband). When I hadn't
been home for more than 7 weeks in 4 years, I had this outlet. When I
felt like I had lost all of my friends to be successful and work enough
to pay my bills, I had this platform to comfort myself and talk my way
through it. When I chose to step off the stage, instead of having a
final performance, I wrote about my experience on here. As I laughed
through tears in this session exclaiming, "I can't believe I'm
crying over a stupid blog," it all became clear that this has become
more than just a computer screen and letters assembled into words into
thoughts into posts. It has been a confidante, a shoulder to lean on, and a
listening ear, even while alone in hotel rooms, eating by myself at airport restaurants, and sitting in other people's homes up to 4,000 miles away from my own home.
So,
here we are today, as I sit in Lincoln Center across from the
Metropolitan Opera House writing to all of you. I have only felt more
inspired to write on a few other occasions. Honestly, I'm afraid to do
this, but I know I have to. I haven't taken an extended break from Life
of a Freelance Dancer in over 5 years (which sounds insane to me). I
would be lying if I told you I'm not nervous about it. But I am going to
step away from posting on here throughout the rest of the summer to
focus on my choreography, teaching, podcasting, seeking additional work
(including the aforementioned and professional writing opportunities),
and more all in preparation for our October move to New York City. I know I can continue pumping out content on here. But there is nothing more important than feeling
inspired to do so. Additionally, I need to assess, at this point, if I
have gained all that I can from writing on here or if it offers me more
purpose. I love giving to all of you, my faithful readers. But I need
to make sure that this is working for me personally, emotionally, and
career-wise.
Thank you for your understanding and support. And, more than anything else, thank you for reading! And to those of you I have interacted with online or in-person, thank you for telling me that my work has helped you and for sharing your own personal stories with me. It has inspired me so very greatly! Enjoy the sunshine and I hope to see you soon! (And if you want to catch up on previous posts, click here to review the LoFD archives)
MY SUMMER TEACHING SCHEDULE (as of 6/13)
Steps on Broadway:
Advance Intermediate Ballet - Monday, Wednesday Friday - 2:30 pm - 6/12 - 7/31 (most dates)
Intermediate Contemporary - Friday - 6 pm - 7/21, 7/28, 8/4
Advance Intermediate Contemporary - Sunday - 3:30 pm - 7/23, 7/30, 8/6
Broadway Dance Center:
Advance Beginner Ballet - Friday - 6 pm - All Summer
Basic Ballet - Sunday - 6 pm - All Summer
Summer Intensive (for pre-professional students):
Greenwich Ballet Academy - 6/27 - 8/18
Contemporary Ballet - Choreography Residency:
Nickerson-Rossi Dance - Knauer Theatre - West Chester, PA - 8/7 - 8/11
Master Classes:
Uptown Dance Company & School - Houston, TX (TBA - between 8/20 - 8/30)
(Please be sure to check open class schedules before attending, as there are a few dates that I will be out of town)
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4.06.2015
Catch Up on LOFD - Previous Posts List
When I started writing Life of a Freelance Dancer, I knew that I wanted to place my writing in the simpler, old-school format that blogs used to be in when I first started reading them over a decade ago. I like the simplicity of having a continuous stream of thought flowing from page to page without the distractions of a home page that looks more like a website than a web log. While I am still quite happy with the format that I have chosen to write in, I do understand the lack of accessibility can make it difficult to look back and see what blog topics have already been written. Keeping this in mind, I want to help my newer readers out and refresh my dedicated readers memories by offering this list of all of my previous posts. Enjoy!
1. What is it like to work as a freelancer?
2. How do I get work?
3. Dancing in the Last Frontier
4. Adjusting to new environments...fast!
5. Returning to my roots in Providence
6. Preparing for "limited" rehearsal gigs
7. Living with a host family
8. Dancing out of your comfort zone
9. How to pack for short-term & long-term gigs
10. The #1 question people ask
11. Picking the right pic
12. Choosing your home base
13. Summer Slow-down
14. Breaking out of my niche
15. Guest blogger - Boston Ballet Principal Lia Cirio - World Ballet Competition Gala
16. Freelancing isn't all glory
17. Working with what you have
18. A home-base experience - Dance Fusion
19. Guest blogger - Multidisciplinary Miami-based freelancer Priscilla Marrero - "Miami Light Project" experience
20. Continuing to better your technique in open class or on your own
21. How to negotiate a contract
22. Freelancer doesn't mean free
23. Freelancing her way to a company contract - Pittsburgh Ballet Theatre's Casey Taylor
24. Experience Post - "Works & Process" @ the Guggenheim - Avi Scher & Dancers
25. Why Nutcracker season is so important
26. Things I've learned freelancing thus far
27. Meet your link to getting hired - Lauren Menger
28. The importance of your freelancing friends
29. How to find and obtain health insurance
30. The importance of taking breaks
31. Ashlee Dupre - NY-based Musical Theatre freelance artist
32. Exciting news from Life of a Freelance Dancer
33. How to make your own performance reel
34. Making it work - My hurricane Sandy rehearsal experience
35. CONTACT: A networking event connecting freelance dancers
36. How to cope with the holidays away from home
37. Surviving Nutcracker - Act like a professional, think like a student
38. In the spirit of the holidays - Part 1 (8 wild moments)
39. In the spirit of the holidays - Part 2 (12 of my favorite moments)
40. Happy New Year - Retreat yourself
41. My failure in designing my own website
42. Please vote for "Life of a Freelance Dancer" to be top blog (No Longer Active)
43. Freelancing while in a relationship
44. My go-to warm up
45. Dos and Don'ts of freelancing
46. LOFD exceeds 10,000 views
47. Take advantage of opportunities
48. Video Break - Performing as Cassio in "Othello" w/Alaska Dance Theatre
49. The mental game of freelancing
50. Staying in the loop
51. Doing your taxes as an independent contractor
52. The fine line between submissive and aggressive
53. The best advice I've gotten (Life of a Freelance Dancer turns 1 year old)
54. Video Break - Performing "The Nutcracker" grand pas de deux
55. Returning to Providence
56. Have I been forgotten?
57. Social-media whore vs. savvy
58. Get in CONTACT with your community - 6/25/13
59. Emotional health - Cultivating things you enjoy
60. New York calling
61. The overwhelming feeling that I ALWAYS need to be in shape
62. Clearing up the fear of going to classy events
63. CONTACT (2nd edition) - In case you missed it
64. Memorable moments
65. Dancers and decisions in their dancing
66. The main pitfall of a freelance dancer
67. The art of continually reinventing yourself
68. Why artists are expected to have little self-value?
69. What I learned during my week off social media
70. The rules of taking open class
71. Sometimes I write articles for website design companies
72. Why 30 is a frightening age for most dancers
73. Freelancing is rarely forever
74. Finding your comforts in a hotel
75. Is it ever appropriate to burn a bridge?
76. In the spirit of the holidays - 2013 edition
77. Check out my article in Dance/USA - Freelancing and Nutcracker season
78. The 12 shows of Nutcracker
79. The Principal problem
80. LOFD makes Dance Magazine
81. HIRE ME!!! - Desperation vs. Patience
82. The glory and challenge of young success
83. LOFD listed among 49 creatives geniuses
84. Emotional training in ballet
85. Contract talk - Important items to have In writing
86. The replacement dancer
87. Falling ill as a dancer - Taking care of yourself
88. It's a Freelance Life video
89. Dancing in fear
90. The reinforcement gig
91. Travel post - Extending your trip following a gig
92. The frightful first day of work
93. Performing for no reviews
94. How to approach issues appropriately
95. Being the significant other of a freelance dancer
96. The, sometimes, life of a choreographer
97. Injuries: How to handle injury & preventable factors
98. Healthy competition - From student to freelancer
99. Create your own blog
100. 100th post - 100 things that inspire me
101. A freelance dancer's summer dream - National Choreographers Initiative
102. Should artists be shamed into taking "normal" jobs?
103. Stress-free travel tips from an "Economy" jet-setter
104. How to survive burn-out
105. Video Break - My new choreography reel
106. Why post so openly on social media
107. The rules of company class
108. Using independent contracting as a trial for full-time employment
109. How failure and risk helps me succeed
110. Reacclimating to home after being away
111. Why blog when it brings me no income?
112. Dance Informa magazine interview - Dancing multiple Nutcracker gigs
113. Using teaching to supplement your salary
114. 12 reasons dance is my religion
115. My 2014 highlights - Best in a year of a gypsy dancer
116. How much should I get paid?
117. Video break - My choreography - Pas de deux from Distinct Perceptions
118. Five qualities every "dancer-preneur" needs
119. Is it ever appropriate to sue a company
120. So you think you can freelance?
121. The art of self-promotion on social media
122. MRI talk - What is it like to have an MRI?
123. 8 ways to renew your inspiration
1. What is it like to work as a freelancer?
2. How do I get work?
3. Dancing in the Last Frontier
4. Adjusting to new environments...fast!
5. Returning to my roots in Providence
6. Preparing for "limited" rehearsal gigs
7. Living with a host family
8. Dancing out of your comfort zone
9. How to pack for short-term & long-term gigs
10. The #1 question people ask
11. Picking the right pic
12. Choosing your home base
13. Summer Slow-down
14. Breaking out of my niche
15. Guest blogger - Boston Ballet Principal Lia Cirio - World Ballet Competition Gala
16. Freelancing isn't all glory
17. Working with what you have
18. A home-base experience - Dance Fusion
19. Guest blogger - Multidisciplinary Miami-based freelancer Priscilla Marrero - "Miami Light Project" experience
20. Continuing to better your technique in open class or on your own
21. How to negotiate a contract
22. Freelancer doesn't mean free
23. Freelancing her way to a company contract - Pittsburgh Ballet Theatre's Casey Taylor
24. Experience Post - "Works & Process" @ the Guggenheim - Avi Scher & Dancers
25. Why Nutcracker season is so important
26. Things I've learned freelancing thus far
27. Meet your link to getting hired - Lauren Menger
28. The importance of your freelancing friends
29. How to find and obtain health insurance
30. The importance of taking breaks
31. Ashlee Dupre - NY-based Musical Theatre freelance artist
32. Exciting news from Life of a Freelance Dancer
33. How to make your own performance reel
34. Making it work - My hurricane Sandy rehearsal experience
35. CONTACT: A networking event connecting freelance dancers
36. How to cope with the holidays away from home
37. Surviving Nutcracker - Act like a professional, think like a student
38. In the spirit of the holidays - Part 1 (8 wild moments)
39. In the spirit of the holidays - Part 2 (12 of my favorite moments)
40. Happy New Year - Retreat yourself
41. My failure in designing my own website
42. Please vote for "Life of a Freelance Dancer" to be top blog (No Longer Active)
43. Freelancing while in a relationship
44. My go-to warm up
45. Dos and Don'ts of freelancing
46. LOFD exceeds 10,000 views
47. Take advantage of opportunities
48. Video Break - Performing as Cassio in "Othello" w/Alaska Dance Theatre
49. The mental game of freelancing
50. Staying in the loop
51. Doing your taxes as an independent contractor
52. The fine line between submissive and aggressive
53. The best advice I've gotten (Life of a Freelance Dancer turns 1 year old)
54. Video Break - Performing "The Nutcracker" grand pas de deux
55. Returning to Providence
56. Have I been forgotten?
57. Social-media whore vs. savvy
58. Get in CONTACT with your community - 6/25/13
59. Emotional health - Cultivating things you enjoy
60. New York calling
61. The overwhelming feeling that I ALWAYS need to be in shape
62. Clearing up the fear of going to classy events
63. CONTACT (2nd edition) - In case you missed it
64. Memorable moments
65. Dancers and decisions in their dancing
66. The main pitfall of a freelance dancer
67. The art of continually reinventing yourself
68. Why artists are expected to have little self-value?
69. What I learned during my week off social media
70. The rules of taking open class
71. Sometimes I write articles for website design companies
72. Why 30 is a frightening age for most dancers
73. Freelancing is rarely forever
74. Finding your comforts in a hotel
75. Is it ever appropriate to burn a bridge?
76. In the spirit of the holidays - 2013 edition
77. Check out my article in Dance/USA - Freelancing and Nutcracker season
78. The 12 shows of Nutcracker
79. The Principal problem
80. LOFD makes Dance Magazine
81. HIRE ME!!! - Desperation vs. Patience
82. The glory and challenge of young success
83. LOFD listed among 49 creatives geniuses
84. Emotional training in ballet
85. Contract talk - Important items to have In writing
86. The replacement dancer
87. Falling ill as a dancer - Taking care of yourself
88. It's a Freelance Life video
89. Dancing in fear
90. The reinforcement gig
91. Travel post - Extending your trip following a gig
92. The frightful first day of work
93. Performing for no reviews
94. How to approach issues appropriately
95. Being the significant other of a freelance dancer
96. The, sometimes, life of a choreographer
97. Injuries: How to handle injury & preventable factors
98. Healthy competition - From student to freelancer
99. Create your own blog
100. 100th post - 100 things that inspire me
101. A freelance dancer's summer dream - National Choreographers Initiative
102. Should artists be shamed into taking "normal" jobs?
103. Stress-free travel tips from an "Economy" jet-setter
104. How to survive burn-out
105. Video Break - My new choreography reel
106. Why post so openly on social media
107. The rules of company class
108. Using independent contracting as a trial for full-time employment
109. How failure and risk helps me succeed
110. Reacclimating to home after being away
111. Why blog when it brings me no income?
112. Dance Informa magazine interview - Dancing multiple Nutcracker gigs
113. Using teaching to supplement your salary
114. 12 reasons dance is my religion
115. My 2014 highlights - Best in a year of a gypsy dancer
116. How much should I get paid?
117. Video break - My choreography - Pas de deux from Distinct Perceptions
118. Five qualities every "dancer-preneur" needs
119. Is it ever appropriate to sue a company
120. So you think you can freelance?
121. The art of self-promotion on social media
122. MRI talk - What is it like to have an MRI?
123. 8 ways to renew your inspiration
11.29.2014
Why blog when it brings me no income?
| A typical blog-writing situation for me |
A few years ago when I found myself unemployed mid-season, I immediately had to find a way to keep working. I didn't have a financial cushion to wait until the new dance season started. I desperately needed to find a way to make a living and continue on with my career. At that time, freelancing seemed like the only way to survive. I knew if I wanted to find employment, I needed to market myself. But I didn't know many other ways to sell my product outside of Facebook. While brainstorming up ideas, I remembered how much I used to enjoy blogging on Myspace. From that moment on, I knew that I had to create Life of a Freelance Dancer.
When I first started blogging here, people constantly told me I needed to include Google Adsense to my postings. But I always felt that I needed to spend a solid period of time developing my writing and audience before adding this money-making tool to my site. Additionally, I never really wanted my readers to feel that I was using them to make money with the facade of a blog. So, I gave myself a number, 10,000 views, before I would try to add these ads to my pages of writings.
It took me about six months to reach my goals on viewership, which was right on track for my best-case scenario. Right as I reached my mark, I wishfully opened my browser and started going through the application process to place Google Adsense advertisements on my blog. After a few days had passed, I received an email that unapologetically denied me use of this popular revenue tool. Why? Because the unique niche that made my blog so popular was also so unique that they didn't feel that they had any products that would appeal to my audience.
When I got the news, I wasn't really that disappointed. I didn't really want aimless, materialistic ads flashing at dancers and independent contractors around the world. In fact, I was afraid that the appearance of ads would not only deter building my audience, but that it could turn away the audience I had already cultivated from reading my content.
Lacking any instant financial reward leaves many who have inquired about my blog confused about why I would put so much effort into such a time-consuming activity. There are a few reasons why writing about working as a freelance dancer without any compensation is so worthwhile. The easiest and corniest reason (but still true) would be that I get to help people around the globe. Whether using my blog as a tool in one's own dance career or an unrelated career as an independent contractor, I get to help people move forward in their vocation and navigate tricky situations that are not all that common in the gainfully employed world. Beyond that, I am humbled by the numerous people that have sent me messages from the US to Iran to India and beyond about how my openness has helped them in their careers, times of need, and searches for inspiration.
Beyond all of this sappy stuff, writing about my experiences, successes, failures, and evaluations of situations does help me make a living. While I've never made a penny directly off of LOFD, developing a public persona on an online platform has helped me greatly. I can't tell you how many employers have told me that they have felt much more comfortable hiring me sight unseen and trusting my product because of this blog. Not only that, thanks to all of this, I have been featured in Dance Magazine and Dance Informa magazine and received professional writing jobs, too.
While blogging technically gives me no income, it creates the basis for me to make a majority of my income. Other than all of this joy, warmth, and glory, writing is one of the best ways that I have found to express myself. I get so much out of writing and have learned so much more about myself as a dancer, businessman, and person. For all of these reasons, having a well-read blog is way more valuable than having my readers make money for me by clicking on ads.
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